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fatness

an eventful week. made some big decisions. put on some big weight.

i hope that i won't ever look back. i just want to keep on running forward. climbing up that giant mountain and never looking down. if i ever do look back, it'll be me standing back, looking at how far i've come, not at the wrong turns i made or the "should haves" and "could haves".

been sleeping pretty late due to schoolwork and the intense discussions. last night was the ultimate killer. stayed up to do my history pt which did not (and i repeat, did NOT) turn out very well. i think i can safely say that this was the WORST pt i have ever done. it's of such low quality! and right now, i can just picture mrG staring at the computer screen laughing his head off and then proceeding to fail me. sent the file to raisinbread and she said she couldn't stop laughing! she said her other friends laughed too.... and to think that this video was supposed to evoke emotion and make people cry. great, just great...

i loved PE this week. because i just sat on the chair and stoned. haa. blisters DO pay off afterall. and i'm very very glad we got mschay as our relief cos she's sooo nice! hahaha. she gives me special treatment in the form of "do i call you patricia or pat?" haha. okay inside joke. but i think she's super cool! she studies at LSE (heh i have such great sources) and has nice adidas shoes that she uses to demostrate funky soccer moves to us. we have TANITA TEST NEXT WEEK. like oh my (bitter)gourd. this week has been sin week because i have been eating the most sinful foods ever. CHOCOLATE mnms SNICKER bar. it's like i've been deprived of these things for years or something. the moment they touched my tastebuds it was like the world had just become a better place. BUT now it's time to cut down on these sinful things and get rid of my pregnated stomach and disgustingly disgusting fats.

msko told us some really really funny jokes today. shall edit after dinner or something. ciao!

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

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